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  UNWAVERING

  Love and Resistance in WW2 Germany

  Book 3

  Marion Kummerow

  UNWAVERING

  Love and Resistance in WW2 Germany, Book 3

  Marion Kummerow

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  Copyright © 2017 Marion Kummerow

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  This story is based on actual events. The main characters Q and Hilde have existed in real life under a different name. The author has tried to keep as close to real events as possible, but incidents, characters and timelines have been changed for dramatic purposes. Side characters may be composites, or entirely fictitious.

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  Table of Contents

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  Chapter 36

  Chapter 37

  Chapter 38

  Chapter 39

  Chapter 40

  Chapter 41

  Chapter 42

  Chapter 43

  Chapter 44

  Chapter 45

  Chapter 46

  Chapter 47

  Chapter 48

  Chapter 49

  Author’s Notes

  Acknowledgements

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  Chapter 1

  November 30, 1942

  Hilde Quedlin repeatedly glanced at the clock on the sideboard while she sat on the floor playing with her children. Three-year-old Volker played with wooden blocks handed down from his aunts while nine-month-old Peter relentlessly tried to balance on his hands and knees. He was so close to crawling, and Hilde’s heart filled with pride and joy as she watched both of her little rays of sunshine.

  Worry seeped into her. Today, Q had met the Russian agent after work and should be coming back any minute. Time crawled as she prayed for her husband’s safe return home.

  She sniffed the distinctive smell of a full diaper and huddled Peter in her arms to carry him to the nursery. The little man was less than enthusiastic to be disturbed in his crawling exercises and kicked his little feet against his mother.

  Hilde laughed. “Easy, little man. I’ll let you down again when you’re clean and fresh.”

  When she returned to the living room, she glanced at the clock again. Why hasn’t Q returned? It usually didn’t take that long.

  A sharp knock on the door interrupted her worries. He’d probably forgotten his keys. She settled Peter on her hip and patted Volker’s head as she passed him to open the door.

  It wasn’t Q.

  Fear gripped her at the sight of two officers in long black leather coats. Gestapo.

  “Frau Quedlin?” one of them asked

  Her voice failed, and she could only nod.

  “You are under arrest.”

  Despite the baby warming her, the blood chilled in her veins. “What? Why? I don’t understand…” Hilde said, terror in her voice.

  “All will be explained to you, but you must come with us now.” The younger officer said, his dead steel-blue eyes seeming to look through her.

  “No, please…my children. There is no one else here to watch them,” Hilde pleaded and pressed Peter tighter against her. He didn’t like the treatment and kicked to be set down.

  The senior Gestapo officer looked at the little boy. With straight, light-brown hair and blue eyes, he was the spitting image of his mother, and Hilde thought she saw a glimpse of compassion in the officer’s eyes, but she could have been wrong.

  At that moment, Volker came rushing from the living room and froze in his tracks at the sight of the black-coated men. He clung onto Hilde’s skirts and peeked around her knees. Volker was the epitome of an Aryan child. Hilde had let his hair grow, and his white-blond curls framed his pale skin and bright blue eyes in the cutest way possible. When he grew into a man, he would look exactly like his father.

  “They’ll be taken to the children’s ward,” the younger officer said, dissolving her illusion of leniency.

  “No, please…let me call my mother…” Hilde’s heart stopped at the notion of Q’s and her little rays of sunshine fending for themselves in some orphanage.

  “Call her,” the older officer said, silencing the protest of the other one. “We can search the place while we wait.” He stepped into the foyer, causing Hilde to stumble back, and she watched in growing horror as three more officers rushed inside and began opening the drawers and cupboards, rummaging without care through the contents.

  “Please, what is this about? My husband is–”

  The younger officer turned on her. “Your husband has already been arrested. Make your call.”

  Hilde swallowed hard and ushered Volker into the kitchen. With shaking hands, she placed Peter in his high chair.

  “Mama?” Volker shrieked, watching with wide eyes as the Gestapo officers ransacked the house.

  “Shush. It will be okay, Volker. Mama’s calling grandma to come stay with you for a bit. Won’t that be fun?” Hilde picked up the phone and dialed her mother’s number with trembling fingers. A stone fell from her heart when Annie answered on the third ring.

  “Annie Klein.”

  “Mother, it’s Hilde. I need you to come stay with the children. Please…the Gestapo is here and say I must go with them.” Hilde’s voice was wobbly, and she had to lean against the wall to steady herself.

  “The Gestapo? What have you done this time?” Annie wanted to know, her voice accusatory, causing Hilde to flinch.

  “Nothing, there must be some mistake. Please, could you come right away?” She hated to ask her mother for this favor. Annie was probably the least suitable person to take care of the two active boys, but who else would rush to her house with the Gestapo present?

  “I do have to get ready to go to the opera tonight, but I guess I could cancel it and come over.”

  “You have no idea how much this means to me…” Hilde sighed. At least her children would be safe.

  “I’m not doing this for you, but for my grandchildren.” Annie gave an annoyed sound. “I thought your days of troublemaking
had stopped when you got married.”

  Hilde chose not to argue with her mother. “I will tell them you are on your way. Thank you.”

  But Annie was gone. She’d hung up the phone without responding or offering her daughter a word of reassurance. When Hilde looked up, the senior Gestapo officer was standing in the kitchen, watching her with narrowed eyes.

  “My mother is on her way. She doesn’t live far away, and it will take fifteen or twenty minutes…” Her voice strangled as emotion closed her throat like a vice.

  “Fine. We will wait for her arrival.”

  Hilde nodded and rushed to Peter, who had started wailing from his chair. She picked the frightened child up, and his little arms wrapped around her neck. “Shush, Mama’s here.”

  The senior officer continued to observe her with cold eyes, giving Hilde the chills. Her heart was beating an erratic rhythm until she’d gathered enough courage to address him.

  “Please, can you tell me what’s happening? Why am I being arrested? Why was my husband arrested?” Her eyes searched the face of the officer for an emotion, anything. But it was as animated as a marble statue.

  “You will be informed of the charges against you once we arrive at Prinz-Albrecht-Strasse 8.”

  The breath stuck in her lungs even as cold sweat broke out on her palms. Hilde hugged her baby tight. Gestapo Headquarters. The words reverberated through her body, sending tremors into every limb. The ornate building looked nice enough on the outside, but everyone had heard the rumors about what went on inside the three-story stone building. Horrible visions filled her mind, and an icy hand grabbed at her heart. It was all she could do not to break down in tears.

  “Mama, I’m hungry,” Volker whined, coming to lean against her knees where she sat.

  Hilde brushed a hand over his head and hugged him close. “Grandma Annie will be here soon, and I will have her get you something to eat, all right?”

  Volker was such a good little boy, and he nodded, turning to look at the Gestapo officer in silence. Hilde wanted to hide her children away from the horror that she feared was to come into their lives, but she was powerless to do so.

  Fifteen minutes later, her mother swept into the kitchen, a look of incredulity on her face. “Hilde, what is the meaning of this?”

  “Mother, I–”

  Annie turned away from her daughter and addressed the Gestapo officer with her brightest smile. “Kommissar, I’m Annie Klein. My husband, the opera singer Robert Klein, and I are devoted followers of our great Führer. Hitler has more than once graced the performances of my husband with his presence. I’m awfully sorry for the inconvenience my daughter has caused. She was always a troublemaker. It’s her father’s fault. He left us when she was still a baby. I was so young…” Annie dabbed a tear from her eye and put a hand over her heart before she continued, “…it will always lie on my conscience that my own daughter wouldn’t follow the path of virtue like any good German woman should. But rest assured, I will make sure the same won’t happen with my grandsons. They’re in good hands with me.”

  Hilde stared at Annie, anger exploding through her at the blatant lies her mother was telling. It wasn’t her father who had left. He’d been a soldier in the trenches of the Great War. Her mother had eloped with her soon-to-be second husband, the glamorous opera singer Robert Klein, and dumped two-year-old Hilde on the doorstep of Annie’s mother-in-law.

  The Gestapo officer waved his hand. “Let’s go.”

  Hilde’s breath caught in her throat, and she found that she was unable to move even if she’d wanted to.

  “Go with him,” Annie urged and shoved her out of the kitchen, taking a screaming Peter from her arms. “We’ll be fine, won’t we?”

  “Thank you, Mother,” Hilde croaked, glancing back at her children while she forced her feet to take one step after another away from them.

  Chapter 2

  Q’s entire body was itching with anxiety. The Gestapo had taken all his personal belongings, including his watch, and then shoved him into an interrogation room before they disappeared. The room was empty except for a rickety metal table and two worn-out wooden chairs. Q sat down and stared at the grey stone wall.

  For a while, he counted the seconds to keep track of time and take his mind off what was to come. But that hadn’t helped him find some semblance of calm. Neither had pondering on a tricky scientific problem. Nor holding onto the thought that even the Gestapo couldn’t prove Hilde was involved. Despite his efforts to block out the reality, angst seeped into his bones. Agonizing, strangling terror.

  Q had lost count of the minutes and hours when the door finally opened with a bone-chilling creak, and a senior Gestapo officer stepped inside. By now, he didn’t care anymore. Anything was better than sitting in the empty room, waiting for the worst, and letting his imagination run wild.

  “I am Kriminalkommissar Becker. You are in very severe trouble.”

  “What are the charges against me?” Q hoped the Kriminalkommissar didn’t hear the cracks in his voice.

  Kriminalkommissar Becker shook his head. “I ask the questions, not you. You are an intelligent man, so you know it’s in your best interest to answer them quickly and honestly.” Becker slammed his hands on the table and leaned forward. “Let’s begin. State your full name.”

  Q took a breath. “Wilhelm Quedlin.”

  “Your age?”

  “Thirty-nine.”

  “Are you married?”

  Q lifted a questioning eyebrow. “Yes, but you know that already.”

  “Answer my questions,” Becker snapped, his voice hardened as his steel-grey eyes clearly showed his annoyance.

  “Your wife’s name?”

  “Hildegard Quedlin. Born Dremmer.” Q fought the impulse to jump up and ask Becker how long these stupid questions would continue. If they didn’t already know this information, everyone gave too much credit to the Gestapo. Why did Becker waste time asking non-relevant things?

  “Where do you work?”

  Q’s jaw clenched at yet another stupid question. “I work at Loewe Radio Technologies.”

  “And what do you do at Loewe?” Becker’s grey eyes pinned Q in place, which told Q that they were finally getting somewhere.

  “I work with the radio transmitters and research.” Q tried to answer as truthfully as possible without giving away anything the Kriminalkommissar didn’t already know.

  Becker pulled out a packet of papers from a briefcase and threw them on the table. “You gave these papers to an agent.”

  “I don’t know what you mean. What agent?” Q’s heart thumped in his throat as he recognized the blueprints he’d given to Gerald a while ago. Oh God, they must have caught him, too.

  “You don’t recognize these papers?” The Kriminalkommissar smirked and pushed the papers across the table.

  Q thumbed through them, the chill seeping deeper into his bones as each page revealed itself. What lay before him was the entire collection of intelligence he’d given to Gerald over the last two months. Some of them had been typewritten, but many drawn by hand – Q’s hand – and some included handwritten comments. There was no sense in denying they were his work.

  “On a second glance, I do recognize some of them,” Q said, feverishly thinking about his next move. How much did Becker know?

  For a moment, a cruel smile flickered on Becker’s lips. “Good. And how did they get into the hands of the agent?”

  “How should I know?” Q challenged Becker.

  Becker gave Q a nonchalant smile. “Look. I’ve been friendly with you so far, but I can easily change that. Do you want me to call in my men?” The question was as indifferent as his facial expression. He might have been asking about the weather instead of threatening torture.

  Q shook his head, swallowing down the rising fear. “No.”

  “Who is the man you gave the papers to?” Becker demanded, seemingly uninterested as he inspected his fingernails.

  Q decided to give Becker w
hat he wanted. His own life was probably not worth a single Pfennig anymore, but he could at least try to protect Gerald. “He was a Russian agent and called himself Pavel.”

  “Pavel, is it? Any last name by chance?” Becker leaned across the table, his cold eyes fixated on Q’s.

  Q felt like a rabbit staring at a snake, but shrugged casually. “No. Sorry. He never mentioned his last name.”

  Without warning, Becker jumped up and knocked the table over until the hard edge pressed into Q’s lap. Becker leaned on his edge of the metal plate, and Q winced but refused to give the Kriminalkommissar the satisfaction of crying out in pain.

  “You’re lying,” Becker snapped, his lip curled in disgust, adding more of his weight onto the table.

  “No…ahh…he said to call him Pavel,” Q forced out the words, and the pressure on his thighs subsided slightly. “He was very careful not to tell me anything compromising.”

  “Didn’t it strike you as strange that your Russian Pavel wasn’t a Russian at all?” Becker asked, his voice once again conversational.

  Q’s fingers dug into his legs. The Gestapo knew everything about Gerald. He wasn’t to be saved anymore, but Q decided to stick with the Pavel version.

  “Not Russian?” Q shook his head, his face a mask of confusion. “Now that you mention it, I remember thinking his German was flawless. He must be one of the Volga Germans.”

  Becker put the table back on its four legs and changed the topic. “Do you confess to the crime of spying on the Party?”

  “No.” Q pointed at the papers that had fallen to the floor. “I merely gave technical information to a country that used to be our ally.”

  A warning light flickered in Becker’s eyes, and Q understood the message. He needed to play by Becker’s rules if he wanted to get out of this interrogation alive.

  “That’s called high treason,” Becker said with a smug smile on his face that widened as he noticed the fear spreading across Q’s. “For how long have you been committing this hideous crime?”

  It probably wouldn’t make any difference to his sentence, but if he told Becker he’d been in contact with the Soviet trade mission since before Hitler’s Machtergreifung ten years ago, the Gestapo would investigate every single person he’d had contact with during the last decade. Johanna and Reinhard from the communist literature club. His friends Leopold, Otto, and Jakob. No, not him. Jakob was dead. Killed by the Brownshirts. Every single engineer and scientist he’d shared information with. His colleagues at the Botanical Reichs Institute. His patent lawyer. Harro Schulze-Boysen. Erhard Tohmfor. Martin Stuhrmann. Hilde. He needed to protect them at all costs.